It’s hard to believe that you left me two years today. I miss our daily phone calls, and your tellings of all of your friends is the Breakers. I know I have been bitter about your financial doings. I wished you had confided with me about your decision to invested in a lifetime annuity($200,000.00). Teresita was disappointed that you left your good jewelry to one of your nurse’s friend. Enough is enough, yo are Mom.

Teresita and I are desperately trying to plan for her much needed retirement. Her health is not good, but our love and faith are strong. I am doing my projects, and I feel so bad that I cannot be an income. I know that Jesus is testing me. I can’t stop thinking how my tenant trashed my condo, but I will keep trying. It’s my heart and soul are my main source of strength. I miss dad and I wish we could of been a family. Mort, your second husband had his issues, but you were happy with him. I have to accept the fact that even parents have their own life. As my friend has said, “Not everyone can be your friend.”  I guess even your parents. I want to thank you for our wonderful conversations, and your encouragement of me not wanting to be a photographer. You worked hard selling shoes so I can get started in photography.

Enough is enough, today is your day, two years in heaven, I wish you could tell me what it is like, who have you seen, and how do you spend your days and nights. Will I be surprised if I get there? I am trying to be a good person, so Jesus and Moses will let me in. I hope you can put a good word for me.

I love you, and wish I could have had just one more day to hear your baby Howie stories, and how mischievous I was when I was younger. I should of asked about how you felt over the years, but I guess I took it for granted that we would live forever.

Yes I learned that Today is Forever Mom.