As I get ready to end my day, wondering what to blog about, I started to to have one one these reality moments, my life is practically over, and did I waste it? Could I have done better? Did I select my hobby, photography as a wasteful profession, could I done better financially,  I wish I did do better financially so my wife could retire. Was I good enough son? Did I knew my dad and mom? Did I take care of my health? Did I Learn life’s lessons? Was I good friend? Did I hang to the past for too long? Was I a good relative? Did I reach out to more people? Can I accept who I am? Can I accept all of my circumstances for the life I was given? Can I stop being enviously of others? Can I accept that everyone wants to be my friend? Can I stop wanting to know what the definition of being Normal? Who saids that my relatives have to love me? Will my wife ever have reason to love me? Did I miss the chance to be a parent? Did I ever try to find out who I really was? Could I ever had a real profession? Did my life really have any meaning? Why am I always feeling sorry for myself, why me , why was I born with cerebral palsy? Do I really think that people will take me seriously? Am I am a joke? Is all my efforts worth pursuing? Should I act my age? Should I just accept the fact that I did the best I could do, no less or no more. I can go on and on, but I must realize that it’s nor normal to feel like that I feel that I am abnormal.

Wow, I needed that, I am who I am, and hopefully tomorrow I can ask myself , the same question, who am I?